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Friday [16 Jul 2004|05:35pm] Well chitlens, I'll be in Minnesota untill either next Saturday or Sunday (depending on how well we do), so therefore, there won't be any updates for about a week.  I leave tomorrow early, then we're traveling Saturday and part of Sunday, opening ceremonies Sunday, game Monday at like 2, game Tuesday at like 10, and then a game Wednesday at like 9.  We'll probably go to the Mall of America on Wednesday too because the game is eary.  Thursday we're going to see the women's national team play some other team, then Friday and Saturday we'll be coming home.  I'm hoping that on Friday I can go visit Francie.  That would be great... Don't miss me too much, and you can always catch me on the cell phone.  You know the number (at least you should) Take it easy and be good - Peas Random Fact About Myself - My biggest fear is whales.  I think it all started with that one Mountain Dew commercial where the whale jumps up and eats the kayaker because he wants his Dew.  Scary... I know! 2 came along :: whos with me?

[15 Jul 2004|03:21pm] I think I'm going to start having "Random Facts About Myself" like Josh does. They just make me giggle. I don't think I'm as interesting as him though, oh well. We'll see how that goes. Peas Random Fact About Myself - I read really slow. It takes me at least a minute to read one page of a book. I don't like reading. 1 came along :: whos with me?

Thursday [15 Jul 2004|03:04pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | 3 Doors Down - "Away from the Sun" ] I'm not good at the whole "update every day" thing.  My appologies.  I had soccer yesterday and Tuesday.  That was fun.  Yesterday was just a big scrimmage with our team and like 15 people I didn't even know.  It was guys and girls, some of the guys didn't even play soccer, but the ones that did were pretty good.  In short.. it was funny. Quickie update:  Me and that person I was "fighting" with kinda made up, although, it's still going to be awkward - Francie's moving is really starting to set in my mind, and it makes me really sad - I'm getting really excited about Minnesota, but then again after Minnesota is over that means I won't get to see my Rowdies as a group untill next winter/spring - school is soon, and I am worried that it won't be a breeze like last year was for me - haven't finished any of my summer reading either... yeah, that's about all I want to update you on.  There's more, I'm sure, but I just am not in the update mood. I get really lonely sometimes.  It's not because I don't have a boyfriend though.  I think it's just because I'm don't really have a distinct best best friend in Nitro.  I get really sad because people I love so much I don't live near, and the few that I feel that way about in Nitro, I never get to see.  It sucks.  I wish either I got to see those couple of people in Nitro a lot more than I do, or I would move to where those people are that I feel the same way about that live far away... That whole paragraph made no sense at all, ignore it. That's all for now.  More to come later I'm sure.  <3 Peas whos with me?

Monday [12 Jul 2004|10:05pm] [ mood | jubilant ] [ music | I'm leavin' on a jet plane... ] Nothing has really happened since my last update, so there's really not too much to tell.  Today is Becca's birthday.  She's one of ym good friends from H-town who, like myself, is albino.  Albino people rule though, so don't let anyone tell you different.  Tomorrow I have soccer practice which rocks.  I love playing soccer.  It's the one thing I can say that deep down I always enjoy.  There is the occasional "off-game," but that still doesn't make me not like it.  Come to think of it, I've been playing horrible for like the past 2 months.  Hopefully in Minnesota I can change that.  I'm determined to change that because I want to have a rockin time up there and when I play bad, after the game I am so warped up in how to change my playing bad.  Confused?  I am.  Anyway, I just like being out there and not having to worry about anything but kicking the other teams ass.  (pardon my French)  Why do people always say pardon my French?  Curse words are not French... I have been uber happy lately, extremely hyper too.  Sugar really messes with me, I don't handle it like most people.  I get way too wound up.  I don't know why I've been so happy though, there really is nothing extremely joyful happening in my life (other than I am breathing).  Oh well, I like being happy.  I'm so glad my days of depression are over.  At least I hope they're over, I don't want to go back to being like that.  That just wasn't me, and I hate thinking back to that point in my life.  It's not how I am, and it's definantly not how I want people to portray me.  Now, other than everyone and everything, there are only a few things that get me stressed out and sad.  I have the new attitude now where I just want to be happy.  Whatever that takes for me to be happy, I'll do it.  - Peas 1 came along :: whos with me?

Friday [09 Jul 2004|09:51am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | [[Usher - "Yeah!"]] ] Sorry. I would have updated sooner but my computer has been a homo lately. Cam sent me the link, so "Thanks Cam!" hehe Well let's see... how has my life been? Tuesday at soccer I felt like I was going to faint because it was like 90 degrees out and I didn't bring water again. After soccer I went over to Hannah's. That was a lot of fun, but it was really awkward because the person that I'm in a big fight with was over there too. No worries, I was a good girl. I just didn't talk to her rather than try to talk to her and blow up on her. Silence is key hehe. I was so giggly and slap happy that night. I think it was because I drank 4 cups of chocolate milk, and I don't handle sugar very well. It was great though. Hannah just shut her closet, and I thought it was the funniest thing ever! We stayed up till like 3 talking, and when she was with the other girl, I just looked at magazines and hung out with Hannah's little sister Leah. Wednesday I woke up at like 9:30, and was at Hannah's till like 4:30, then we went to her little brother's baseball game. I didn't get to watch it all though becuse my parents picked me up in about the third inning. The won though. Then I came home and slept. I was really tired. Yesterday I woke up at like 1:00 and that's really rare for me. I was still really tired from Hannah's and my energy surge haha. Today I have to work a lot. I already did swim lessons, but then I have to work from 4:30 till like 8:30. That's alright though. I have nothing better to do, and I get paid to sit around. No complaints. Sorry there was no emotional junk that I talked about. I'm just in a really good mood. (Usher's "Yeah!" song get's me really happy haha) More to come later - Peas 1 came along :: whos with me?

Tuesday [06 Jul 2004|01:49pm] [ music | "Whore" - Everytime ] I was so glad I got to play soccer yesterday.  I missed it.  Minnesota is in less than two weeks, and I am so excited.  It will be tons of fun.  My Rowdies rule more than anything, it only sucks that they basically all live in Huntington, and I never get to see any of them.  Tonight I have practice again, and afterwards I may go over to Hannah's, but I'm not too sure yet.  Mom is being silly.  If I go over to Hannah's then that means that Lyndsey will have to work for me on Wednesday, but that's really not a big deal at all.  People do that all the time.  I'm not sure what she's so upset about me going over there for.  Though, I never get to see Hannah, so I'm going to take advantage of it. I've been trying to keep up with these ab workouts, but I don't think that will help my "self-confidence" at all.  I have no confidence when it comes to my body, but then again... I don't know too many girls that do.  (other than the uber skinny ones who make me sick hehe)  That's all for right now, I need to go make a telephone call. Keep truckin - Peas 2 came along :: whos with me?

So the little kiddies can deal with me being tired... [05 Jul 2004|12:10am] ( I couldn't resist... ) 2 came along :: whos with me?

Happy Independance Day everyone! [04 Jul 2004|11:48pm] Well today is the 4th of July.  Today is one of my favorite holidays, I just really enjoy fireworks.  To see the fireworks this year, we kept up the tradition and picked up Lynds.  Instead of going to St. Albans though, we just sat ontop of Mom's work building this year.  It was pretty cool, but they didn't last very long.  I got in an argument with my mom, dad, and Lyndsey.  I think if you fell from the parking garage (6 floors up) that if you landed on kind of your feet, you wouldn't die.  They all however think that regardless of how you land... you'll go kasplat.  Oh well.  I was just curious.  No one knows about my new journal yet anyway.  That sucks.  I like to get comments, but if no one reads it, there is no one to comment!  Imagine that... There's not much more to say.  I have to teach some little kiddies how to swim tomorrow, so I should probably get some sleep.  They're more of a handful than you would think.  I just don't see why parents bother to bring their kids to swim lessons when the kids are afraid to touch the water, or let go of the wall.  I like to just dunk them when they are being brats, then again... that could probably get me fired.  That's all for now - Peas 2 came along :: whos with me?

Saturday [03 Jul 2004|02:23pm] [ music | Avril Lavigne - Together ] Yeah, once again, the Live Journal Demon came and corrupted me.  I created another name, and journal at that.  I wonder how long this one will last... It's summer now, and for the most part it has been quite boring.  I've mainly just been working and exercising (a little)  Work is easy though.  I get paid to sit around in the sun, and drink slurpees.  (The green ones are the best by the way.)  Since school has been out, my mind has been in a different state.  I was really, really happy for the longest time this summer, but then recently (like a few days ago) my happiness just kinda went kaplooey.  I've been stressed out and upset about quite a few things.  Not the norm though, considering that school is not happening, therefore, grades I don't have to worry about. I miss one of my best friends.  We got in a big argument that has yet to been settled, but I just don't know how things will end up working out.  I hope that things can go back to how they were, but I just don't know if that's possible.  All I can do is have faith. I miss my soccer buds that I don't live near.  I miss my friends that I don't live near.  I miss my friends from school.  I just miss everything I guess.  Summer is an awkward time for me.  I usually like for my life to be consistent in getting to see my friends and all.  However, summer is a time when you are by yourself for large amounts of time and you need to occupy yourself.  When I'm alone and bored, all I do is think about anything and everything.  Whenever thinking occurs... I get weird. Oh well.  I'm sure I'll be back to my happy-go-lucky state in about a week.  This is just a minor set back.  - peas whos with me?

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